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At the Whistler luge track Saturday, one day after Nodar Kumaritashvili died in a training crash, the complaints from athletes were more about new safety measures than the decision to begin racing again.

Five sliders 鈥� an American, three Canadians, and an Austrian 鈥� all respected the International Luge Federation鈥檚 (FIL) decision to begin tonight鈥檚 men鈥檚 event from the womens' start. But none was happy about it.

Moving the race to the womens' start 鈥� which cuts top speeds at the world鈥檚 fastest track by about six miles per hour 鈥� was just one of the security precautions taken by FIL.

It also added a makeshift wooden wall above the exit at turn 16 鈥� the place where Kumaritashvili was thrown from the track and hit a metal pole 鈥� and changed the grade of the ice in turn 16 to make it less severe.

But sliders talked mostly about the new start. 鈥淚t鈥檚 significantly slower, significantly easier, and significantly safer,鈥� said American luger Tony Benshoof, who finished fourth in Turin. 鈥淏ut personally, I鈥檇 like to go from the top.鈥�

Like his four colleagues, Benshoof was reluctantly supportive of FIL, knowing that 鈥渓uge is in a tough spot.鈥� But his desire to push the envelope, even now, shows the degree to which danger is sewn into the fabric of winter sports.

The world catches a glimpse of it only every four years 鈥� and the glimpse can sometimes be shocking. For winter athletes, however, danger is a part of their daily existence, and the lugers鈥� willingness to get back to the track Saturday illustrates how they manage to cope with the perpetual prospect of injury or worse.

鈥淧eople need to finish their runs and get their confidence back,鈥� said Canada's Ian Cockerline.

Danger a part of Winter Olympics

That attitude is perhaps universal among Winter Olympians, a shared code far more profound than 鈥渇aster, higher, stronger.鈥�

Snowboarder Shaun White is usually the red-headed king of cool. In the pre-Games press conferences, he could have been voted the Athlete Least Afraid of Team USA鈥檚 Ralph Lauren Wardrobe. While other athletes arrived in uniforms that were little more than jogging suits, White appeared as if he were headed for a vacation on the Vineyard 鈥� a Gatsby of the Winter Games in cap, scarf, and cardigan.

The superpipe gold is his to lose. Yet when he was first learning the trick that virtually guarantees him gold 鈥� the double cork 鈥� his hands shook with fear, he said.

Then at the X Games, he slammed his face into the side of the pipe during training, his head snapping back violently. The first thought that entered his mind: 鈥淚 have to get back to the top and try it again,鈥� he said.

It was not bravado, but self-preservation. He did not want to let any fear take root. 鈥淚鈥檇 be lying if I said that crash didn鈥檛 shake me up,鈥� he said.

For American freestyle aerials skier Ryan St. Onge, the fear of not being able to perform is worse than the fear of injury. 鈥淪ometimes, if you take a crash really hard and you can get up and take another jump, that actually adds to your confidence,鈥� he says.

To the average real estate agent, that might sound utterly absurd. But in the presence of these athletes, it eventually becomes apparent that the Winter Olympics are a unique mental and physical ecosystem.

To many Winter Olympians, it is not a matter of dealing with fear. The joy of the sport is interlinked with its danger. If downhill skiing were as dangerous as Parcheesi, after all, skiers might go race motorcycles.

鈥淚f you鈥檙e scared of speed, you can鈥檛 do downhill,鈥� says American alpine skier Kailyn Richardson. 鈥淭here has to be a little bit of craziness.鈥�

Canadian slider Cockerline agreed. 鈥淭hat鈥檚 probably why I got into a sport like luge,鈥� he said.

Speed vs. safety

Even after Kumaritashvili鈥檚 death, which resonates deeply in the tight-knit luge community, Cockerline acknowledged that moving the race to the women鈥檚 start 鈥渉as taken a lot of the excitement out of it.鈥�

鈥淔rom the start to turn 11 there鈥檚 no speed,鈥� added Austria's Manuel Pfister.

鈥淚 love speed,鈥� he said, before adding: 鈥淏ut you have to think about the safety.鈥�

His comments hint at the conflicting thoughts and emotions among lugers Saturday.

鈥淢y emotions are going from high to low, high to low,鈥� said Cockerline. 鈥淥ne minute you鈥檝e got tears in your eyes thinking about Nodar, and the next you鈥檙e psyching yourself up鈥� for the race.

Coming back and sliding Saturday 鈥渟ays a lot about the luge community,鈥� said Canada's Samuel Edney.

For Edney, the day had been particularly difficult. He had just gotten to know Kumaritashvili at the last World Cup race. 鈥淗e was excited, thrilled to be coming to Vancouver,鈥� Edney said.

鈥淔or me personally, I felt like I was sliding with Nodar today.鈥�

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