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When our child is bullied we hope our love and platitudes will heal a wounded spirit. Shane Koyczan鈥檚 spoken-word poem, 鈥淭o this day,鈥� just released as a gripping anti-bullying video, instantly cured me of repeating the mother鈥檚 mantra - 鈥淪ticks and stones may break my bones, but names will never hurt me.鈥� 鈥� because it鈥檚 a lie we must stop telling our kids.

鈥淭o this day鈥� does something no other attempt to end bullying has ever done, like the classic 鈥淎 Christmas Carol,鈥� it takes us on a journey of past and present to show us what may haunt our children from the classrooms and other bullying grounds into adulthood.

The old rhyme 鈥淪ticks and stones鈥� is the underpinning the poet methodically, almost hypnotically, deconstructs for us throughout the work in the hope we realize that ugly names may affect us in a more painful way.

聽In a phone interview from his home in British Columbia, Canada, Mr. Koyczan, author of the 鈥淪tick Boy,鈥� an intense novel 鈥� about a bullied kid who becomes a bully 鈥� talked about 鈥淭o this day鈥� which was released as part of Canada鈥檚 anti-bullying Pink Shirt Day (Feb. 27).

聽Yes, he was the child bullies cruelly named 鈥淧ork Chop,鈥� abandoned by his parents and raised by his grandmother. The poem was written from life experiences of the poet and others he knows, with poetic license taken only to soften some of the horrors, not inflate them.

鈥淢y hope is [that the video] 聽would reach some of the people who were just out there looking for something to get them through another day,鈥� he explains. 鈥淲hen I wrote the poem two years ago and people started coming to me because they just needed to talk after hearing it, I realized this is not a Canadian problem or an American problem, it鈥檚 everywhere.鈥�

After watching the poem, I started thinking about my 17-year-old son, who recently told me, 鈥淚 only hate four people in this world.鈥� Not being a fan of hate, I asked him to explain. He 鈥渉ates鈥� with an active passion the one who bullied his girlfriend, another who bullied him, and the witnesses who failed to help either of them.

聽My son 鈥� bullied as a high school freshman at age 14 鈥� vanquished his bullies verbally, physically, and socially after taking the Gracie Bullyproof course. Now a high school senior and jiu jitsu blue belt, he daily comes between bullies and their prey, choosing to ride the bus when he could drive.

He conquered the bully, but not the hate that grows like an invasive weed enriched by feelings of humiliation, fear, helplessness, and worthlessness that the bullies heaped on him and those for whom he cares. While I spoke to him about it at the time, I wasn鈥檛 motivated to follow-up and up and up, until I watched 鈥淭o this day.鈥�

Koyczan鈥檚 video is rapidly becoming a phenomenon, a candle in the global window that has lit the way for victims to find unity and former bullies to repent and seek redemption, the poet says.

鈥淚t鈥檚 amazing to me how common [bullying] is and that it鈥檚 not just the victims but the bullies who come up to me to talk,鈥� Koyczan says. 鈥淚 believe the bullies must be forgiven. That鈥檚 how we heal.鈥�

He believes in forgiveness for two reasons: 鈥淭he very first e-mail I ever got when e-mail first began was from a tormentor of my youth. A long letter asking for forgiveness and detailing every incident and explaining what was going on in his life and how what he was doing to me really had nothing to do with me at all.鈥�

鈥淚t was so meaningful that just talking about it gives me goose bumps right now,鈥� he says. 鈥淎lso, I became a bully myself at about 14 or 15 when we moved and I thought it was a chance to reinvent myself.鈥�

Koyczan recounted the feeling of sitting before the principal beside his grandmother and hearing the man say to her, 鈥淵our grandson is a bully.鈥� He says, 鈥淚 became the thing I hated.鈥�

He also explains what it was about his grandmother鈥檚 parenting that raised him up and helped him make the course correction he needed at 15: 鈥淵ou always felt safe around her. She built up that trust. That鈥檚 hard to do.鈥�

聽鈥淭he news and everything we see is so dark, there needs to be a light,鈥� he explains. 鈥淧arents need to keep the lines of communication open. We need to keep a light shining. There are always people out there who will try and dampen that light.鈥�

What Koyczan is doing with this video is what he asks us as parents, teachers and friends to emulate by providing a beacon that shines on our ability to love and forgive and in the process, blinds us to hate.