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When Raymond Antrobus released his first poetry collection, he titled it 鈥淭he Perseverance.鈥澛犅�

Early on, family members thought Mr. Antrobus, born in London to a Jamaican father and a British mother, had a learning disability. At age 6, he learned he was deaf. His father showed little interest in trying to understand his son鈥檚 experience. As a young adult, Mr. Antrobus says he tried to pass himself off as 鈥渁n able-bodied hearing person鈥� by not wearing hearing aids. He lost several jobs due to misunderstandings.

His beliefs about what it means to be valued shifted when he started to develop an interest in writing poetry.聽鈥淚t changed how people started talking to me 鈥� and in a good way,鈥� recalls the writer, who channels his experiences into poems that invite listeners into his world.

His latest project utilizes a fresh medium. The feted poet has recorded an audio collection, available聽via Bandcamp, titled 鈥淭he First Time I Wore Hearing Aids.鈥� But it鈥檚 not purely a spoken-word album. Grammy Award-winning producer Ian Brennan created audio effects and fractured musical accompaniments to emulate how people who are deaf encounter sound. That鈥檚 in keeping with the intent of Mr. Antrobus鈥� work. The poet aims to inspire understanding and inclusion.聽

鈥淗e鈥檚 a treasure,鈥� writes professor Jeffrey Lamar Coleman, a representative for the Voices Reading Series at St. Mary鈥檚 College of Maryland, via email. This year, the program bestowed its Lucille Clifton Legacy Award on Mr. Antrobus. 鈥淩aymond鈥檚 writing exemplifies a devotion to the craft of poetry and a deep compassion for individuals who have been misunderstood, mistreated, and misrepresented due to their identity and perceived worth as humans,鈥� says Mr. Coleman.

Mr. Antrobus鈥� love of poetry started at an early age. His mother read William Blake to him; his father recited the words of socially conscious reggae icon Linton Kwesi Johnson. But his first formal attempt at poetry, a high school homework assignment, was met with accusations of plagiarism by the teacher.聽

鈥淪he was convinced I couldn鈥檛 have written it,鈥� says Mr. Antrobus. 鈥淚 kind of felt often misunderstood and undermined at school.鈥�

A few years later, Mr. Antrobus wrote a breakthrough poem, 鈥淭he First Time I Wore Hearing Aids.鈥�

鈥淚鈥檇 shared something that people didn鈥檛 really know or understand,鈥� he says in a Zoom interview. 鈥淭he kind of conversations I was having with the people around me became, to me, more interesting. More meaningful.鈥�

Mr. Antrobus鈥� award-winning work covers social justice, racism, and his sometimes strained relationship with his father, who didn鈥檛 live long enough to see his son鈥檚 success. In 2021, Queen Elizabeth II honored Mr. Antrobus for his services to literature. Two years earlier, he won the prestigious Ted Hughes Award. One of the judges of that prize was Mr. Johnson, the reggae icon.聽

鈥淎ffirmation is such a powerful thing when it comes from the right person,鈥� says Mr. Antrobus. 鈥淭his kind of blows apart so many stories now that I had about myself and my worth.鈥澛�

Reflecting on that award ceremony, his thoughts turn to his late father. 鈥淚 would love to have seen his face, just me standing next to Linton and, you know, him shaking my hand,鈥� he says with an affectionate laugh.

Mr. Antrobus curated 16 poems for the audio collection. While many of the narratives are autobiographical, some also chronicle the plight of others. 鈥淭wo Guns in the Sky for Daniel Harris鈥� was a response to a North Carolina state trooper shooting a deaf man in 2016.

鈥淲hen stories only exist as newspaper headlines and they are commodified, they鈥檙e irrelevant the next day,鈥� he says. 鈥淏ut if you write a poem or make some art from it ... it sustains if it鈥檚 a successful piece of work or poetry.鈥�

Some of Mr. Antrobus鈥� earlier poetry roils with a fury on behalf of those who鈥檝e been victimized. But his work has begun to evolve. He recalls critics of his poems that wondered whether it was possible for him to, as he puts it, stand in his deafness and Blackness but in a way that鈥檚 joyous. In a poetry workshop, Jamaican poet Jean 鈥淏inta鈥� Breeze offered advice that he鈥檚 never forgotten: 鈥淪he said something like, 鈥榃here鈥檚 the air in your poem?鈥� Meaning, 鈥榃here鈥檚 the hole that your reader can look through and receive some air,鈥� like to fit themselves into what you鈥檙e talking about?鈥�

One of the poems on the audio album, 鈥淚 Move Through London Like a Hotep,鈥� attains that empathy by detailing the writer鈥檚 misreadings of other people鈥檚 lips. Inside a Waffle House in Mississippi, he can鈥檛 tell if the person opposite him is saying, 鈥淵ou look melancholic鈥� or 鈥淒o you want a pancake?鈥�

Mr. Antrobus鈥� 2021 book of poems, 鈥淎ll the Names Given,鈥� is the culmination of what he calls 鈥渁 bit of maturity and illumination and again, like really thinking hard about what is the impact? What is it I鈥檓 trying to put into the world?鈥澛�

This year, the writer鈥檚 work has featured in notable efforts to advocate on behalf of people who are deaf. When protesters marched to London鈥檚 Trafalgar Square in March to successfully campaign for the government to legally recognize British Sign Language as a language of England, Wales, and Scotland, deaf actor Rose Ayling-Ellis read Mr. Antrobus鈥� poem 鈥淒ear Hearing World.鈥� She also appeared on television to employ sign language to read Mr. Antrobus鈥� 2020 children鈥檚 book, 鈥淐an Bears Ski?鈥� The poet was surprised. He praises Ms. Ayling-Ellis鈥� soulfulness.

鈥淎gain, it was that kind of affirmation that something that I had written, something that I just felt in my spirit, in my soul, in a way 鈥� if we believe in such things 鈥� but it felt like such a justice,鈥� says Mr. Antrobus. 鈥淚t was soulful enough, just writing those works, just creating them.鈥�