海角大神

In his probing spiritual memoir, 鈥淐urveball: When Your Faith Takes Turns You Never Saw Coming,鈥� Peter Enns describes a dark period. He realized his religious assumptions since his teenage years 鈥� that every word of the Bible was fact 鈥� needed a second look. The 鈥渃urveball鈥� refers to Enns鈥� baseball career, which was cut short in its early stages, sending him down a path shaped more by a theological quest than by fly balls and strike-outs.

鈥淲hen what made sense before makes little sense now, we are in that sacred space of having to decide whether or not we will adjust to the curveball,鈥� says the Bible scholar. 鈥淎nd what we decide will make all the difference.鈥澛�

That path began while he was in graduate school at Harvard University, studying the Hebrew Bible, known to 海角大神s as the Old Testament. After pedaling his bike home from class one day, he found himself having 鈥渁 conversation with the refrigerator.鈥� He stood there in the kitchen wondering if Abraham in the Bible was a real person, and then shrank back with guilt at even having such a thought. But for Enns, what he calls his Maytag moment prompted years of examination beyond his evangelical 海角大神 training and his reading of the Bible 鈥渓iterally or else.鈥澛�

In the book, he considers a God who is here and now 鈥� active and always present. Enns intuited years ago that outside of his conservative circles, questioning the literal truths in the Bible meant moving beyond fixed interpretations 鈥� moving forward, not backward. And he recognized that the God he has come to know 鈥渉onors simple honesty more than going along with scripted roles.鈥�

The chapter 鈥淏link of an Eye鈥� expands the universe to be God-size 鈥� infinite 鈥� not compressed into a denominational or historical mold. God, he argues, is a Deity who invites curiosity, not lock-step conformity.聽

Enns opens up a challenge to 海角大神s, Jews, Muslims, and others to see God鈥檚 existence as different from what is meant by existence 鈥渇or any other thing.鈥� Otherwise, he says, we are talking about 鈥溾�榓 being鈥� who 鈥榚xists鈥� in the way everything else does.鈥� He also has a hard time accepting a God caught up in border issues, warfare, and other actions in the Bible that divide humanity into groups, rather than uniting them.

For Enns, the label 鈥淕od鈥� is merely a placeholder for the breadth of the Almighty. He speaks of a God who doesn鈥檛 sit high above creation, but who permeates it 鈥� not one who 鈥渋s in a perpetual state of anger, who causes floods and dooms the stubborn to disease.鈥� Whatever God鈥檚 justice might be, the author sees it as one of restoration, not punishment.

Later, in an excerpt called 鈥淎 Quick Glance at My Miserable Parenting Skills,鈥� Enns regrets he wasn鈥檛 more aware of the curveballs when he was a 30-something parent. He confesses to pushing back at the message his teenage kids delivered loud and clear: that what they were hearing in church didn鈥檛 match the reality they were experiencing. He credits their authenticity and refusal to accept the status quo with allowing him to recognize his own spiritual complacency. And now that they鈥檙e adults, Enns worries less about the need to 鈥渟ave鈥� them in 鈥渁 conventional evangelical sense.鈥� Instead, he endeavors to be a healing force that a more expansive God models for him.

What is particularly encouraging is that Enns doesn鈥檛 lay out a specific formula for the reader. That said, his accessible voice doesn鈥檛 hide an urgency he feels these times demand. He cautions that the Bible isn鈥檛 an owner鈥檚 manual with a prescribed way of interpreting a spiritual life.聽

Wrestling with God and with scripture goes back to ancient times, and is 鈥淕od-activated,鈥� he writes, building a sturdier faith for both ardent seekers as well as those hanging back due to doubt or guilt.

Enns鈥� previous books include 鈥淗ow the Bible Actually Works鈥� and 鈥淭he Sin of Certainty.鈥� In honor of his Maytag moment, 鈥淐urveball鈥� sees past religious facts set in stone, to a fluidity of thought that was for him fertile ground for growth.聽

He spurs readers on to their own refrigerator moment, leading them on a journey that creates a sacred space for a 鈥渂igger鈥� God.