Wentworth Miller reveals suicide attempts as a gay teen
Wentworth Miller said that he tried to kill himself multiple times while growing up as a gay teen and later hid his sexual orientation from the public because he feared it would hurt his career.
The 鈥淧rison Break鈥� star confessed at a Human Rights Campaign dinner in Seattle on Saturday night that it took him a long time to get comfortable with his homosexuality.
鈥淕rowing up I was a target,鈥� Miller said. 鈥淪peaking the right way. Standing the right way. Holding your wrist the right way.鈥�
Every day was a test, the actor said, noting, 鈥渨hen you failed the test, which was guaranteed, there was a price to pay. Emotional. Psychological. Physical.鈥�
Miller said he first tried to kill himself at 15. He waited until his family was away for the weekend and swallowed a bottle of pills.
鈥淲hen someone asks me if that was a cry for help, I say no, because I told no one,鈥� Miller said. 鈥淵ou only cry for help if you believe there鈥檚 help to cry for. And I didn鈥檛. I wanted out.鈥�
Even as an adult, he feared that any admission that he was attracted to men might lead to a backlash.
鈥淚 had multiple opportunities to speak my truth, which is that I was gay, but I chose not to,鈥� Miller said.
The 41-year old actor broke that silence last month, coming out by refusing to attend a Russian film festival. He was protesting Russian laws that discriminate against gay people.
