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In the wake of the Boston Marathon bombings children to know: 鈥淲hy did this happen?鈥� and 鈥淪hould I be afraid?鈥澛燚r.聽David J. Schonfeld, chief pediatrician at St. Christopher's Hospital for Children, Philadelphia, a member of the Sandy Hook Commission on School Crises, advised me today that in order to teach life-long coping skills parents must turn off the TV and share the truth about their own fears with their kids, but in a completely drama-free tone.

This morning I asked聽Dr. Schonfeld if we should let kids of any age watch the images of the Boston bombings on the news and social media聽and he said that he limits his own exposure to them because, 鈥淚t鈥檚 been shown that those who have a higher exposure to TV coverage of this kind have much more difficulty coping. Why would you keep showing it? Visualizing trauma doesn鈥檛 help us overcome it at all.鈥�

鈥淚f you want to teach your child how to cope then you need to model the behavior. Don鈥檛 try and hide it from them and put on a happy face because they can sense that you鈥檙e not being real. What they take away from that is that you know something bad happened and you don鈥檛 want to talk about it. Then they in turn learn not to come to you when they are upset or worried about something in their lives.鈥�

Schonfeld added, 鈥淵ou want to be as calm and reassuring as possible while telling them the truth about how you are feeling. Tell your child that you were upset and afraid when you first saw the images and heard this news and that you were worried too.鈥�

Still, he admits,聽kids are going to see the images we don鈥檛 want them to see and hear all about how two bombs struck near the finish line of the Boston Marathon yesterday; that the death toll has risen to three and that one of the dead is an 8-year-old boy. They will learn that over 100 were injured at the scene, according to CNN. However, they do not have to learn to live in fear.

In an attack like this, millions are spiritually injured by the impact of the news of these events and that鈥檚 just what bombers like to see.聽The answer I give my sons and any child who asks me is that the 鈥渨hy they did it鈥� is not as important as 鈥渨hy we can鈥檛 let this stop us from living our lives.鈥澛犅�

During the Gulf War, I was stationed in Tel Aviv for a month, and SCUD missiles would take out an entire neighborhood in the pre-dawn hours and moms would be waiting in the rubble for the school bus in the morning with their kids.

I will never forget the looks of determination on the faces of elementary school children as they boarded the bus with their backpacks over one shoulder and gas masks in cardboard boxes decorated with stickers, hung from straps over the other shoulder.

That is the image I conjured as I watched the news from Boston with three of my four sons.

My 9-year-old son who loves to run and competed in his first official race at his elementary school last fall has been riveted to the news. As the media storm broke and we were deluged with horrible images and the thunder of the explosion being played over and over again on every channel, I grounded myself to be his lightning rod.

I had our first son, Zoltan, 19, after returning from Israel and when he was a toddler and a massive thunder storm hit,聽my husband taught me a parenting lesson, similar to the one I鈥檇 witnessed in Israel.

Zoltan was just a toddler during his first big storm, and as I ran to scoop up our son my husband came in like an NFL star and blocked me saying, 鈥淒on鈥檛! If you rush him with that look on your face and use your scared voice not to be afraid, he鈥檒l always be afraid.鈥�

Back then all I wanted to do was cuddle our toddler for mutual comfort. Last night I felt that same urge to draw my son close for comfort and reassurance, but I didn鈥檛 because I knew my husband was right. I knew it because the only one of our four sons who flinches during a storm is the youngest, Quin, because he was at a friend鈥檚 house during his first storm and all the kids and the mom there freaked out to the max. It was hard to undo that impression.

So when Quin walked into the room as I stood watching the news from Boston I worked hard to rearrange my features into my practiced blank look.

鈥淭here鈥檚 a bomb at a race?鈥� Quin asked in a shaky voice. He was reading the news crawl on CNN aloud and at that early stage his voice carried the words, 鈥淭wo dead? 28 injured? Limbs lost? I don鈥檛 see trees in the video what limbs are they talking about?"

Quin loves to run, and聽Zoltan,聽who is at Virginia Commonwealth University in Richmond, Va. studying Homeland Security and Criminal Justice, is a runner who was home this past weekend and mentioned in front of Quin that he hopes to do the Boston marathon next year.

鈥淲as Zoltan there?鈥� he demanded. I explained his brother was safe in Richmond, and Quin finally turned away from the screen and I could feel his eyes on me, scanning every inch of my face for clues on how to react. I have actually practiced my neutral look in the mirror in years past and at this point I wasn鈥檛 giving anything away.

Instead of whisking him away from the TV, covering his eyes or drawing him close for the hug, I watched with him and calmly, rationally gave him all the answers I could.

After a while, Quin said, 鈥淪o it鈥檚 random then. We can鈥檛 do anything about random.鈥�

I assured him that was the case and also that when things like this happen, people in the FBI and Homeland Security, like his big brother Zoltan, learn more about how to prevent it from ever happening again.聽

鈥淪o the odds go up in favor of the good people?鈥� he asked. 鈥淵es,鈥� I answered.

However, this morning when I saw the local paper with the word "TERROR" in bold black letters taking up everything from the banner to the fold and below the fold a photo of a man drenched in blood, I hid it. I didn鈥檛 want that to be the day-two message my kids see.

The word actually made me furious because that is not the message Americans need to focus on today. We need words like PRAYER and ANSWERS. The image we need is that of the volunteers who ran toward the danger in the moments after the blast in order to rescue others.聽聽

When I asked Quin how he was feeling about the events he鈥檇 seen on TV yesterday, he answered, 鈥淲ell, I鈥檓 freaked out because I still can鈥檛 understand it. I just can鈥檛 understand why you would do something so horrible. I know I鈥檓 safe but until I understand it, I guess the freak-out鈥檚 still there.鈥�

Man鈥檚 inhumanity to man is not going to end anytime soon. No matter how many answers we get from the investigators, as parents we know that as in cases like 9/11, Sandy Hook, and now Boston, the message to give kids is that we鈥檙e here and safe, and our very best people are on the job making sure the bad guys come to justice and we come to no further harm.