鈥淢y first drafts are obscene. If I can鈥檛 think of a proper word, I say 鈥渢he [expletive deleted]鈥 or something. 鈥淭he [expletive deleted] did this鈥︹ I clean it up afterwards. I think the echo of that somehow remains, though. Ninety percent of what I come up with gets destroyed.鈥